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Sunday, November 6, 2011

When i'm with you ...



this picture look sweet n suitable for us...the words inside the picture is what i want to tell..so right...so suitable :) they express my feeling...so sweet to be with u...although sometimes we have stupid fights too XD but our relationship grow much more stronger now <3


hehe..i wont forget those crazy things that we did together...
just almost 6 months only...we have had many crazy,sweet,funny memories between us..
i still remember our Broga Hill trip...Fullhouse...Canaan land bookstore..the book we read..and just walked so far away from church for finding the basketball court...

the first time u went to church to attend our prayer meeting...AHAH...the first time u had a chance to hold my hand...

hehehehe....we went timesquare n find a place for ourselves to take photo...outside the gallery...we acted like we were watching the artwork..funny :D

and Metropolitan park x)



The first time we went there :)the view is sooo nice..romantic!^^






so sweet ><



hehe...you said that b4...that we take photo with this pose in every different level...teenage,adult,old :P



green tea ^^


this was the first time we been there...so sweet a :PP
about the second time we been there...
i will continue writing on next post XD
our story too long...so...

To be continue ^^

we still have many many others memorable memories ...H.J i miss you so much !

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Sweet Memories :)



so sweet...i was tired of burning my midnight oil for preparing exams...n u hugged me tight n i slept sweetly in your arms..




just woke up n u still hugging me ><




erm...my nose gt big problem that time....thanks God i recover ady...u also laughed at me ..saying me cute :)


Actually...i missed last time so much...before you be my good friend..before i like you...before u like me...after we like each other..after we felt ambiguous..after u confessed..until we fall in love with each other..until now....that's sooo sweet being with you...u hugged me everyday...i keep nagging that i did bad in my exams n u hugged me tightly ..listening to me...without feeling vexed ...n you caressed my head gently..i felt that im so blissful...

That's a very very precious memory n sweet memory in our teenage life...
Nice memory ever..u make my senior school life more beautiful :)
Thank you ^^

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

I get it...my lover

谢谢你咯。。。
看了你的部落格。。眼眶又红了。。但这一次是感动的泪。。你有多么的爱我。。我感觉得到。。
现在才发现。。在感情里面我是那么的脆弱。。
别人问起这件事时。。我会很想哭了。。你们不明白。。我怎么解释呢?
但是我懂你们也是为了我们好。。但有些东西我不想再解释了。。
我只想说。。就算全世界的人都不明白我。。只要你明白,你了解我就够了。。
我答应你。。我不会再去想太多太多的东西。。。
对不起哦。。。每次都让你担心我。。但每一次上帝都很爱我噢。。昨天我是做私家车去玩的。。不是搭车 XD
我很安全。。而且还在对面看到你拿着书包在等巴士。。
但我会尽量不再让你担心了啦。。因为我也爱你啊。。哪里舍得就这么轻易地离开你啊。。
对不起。。不好意思啦
等就等啦。。我愿意等你的。。因为只要有你在身边陪着我。。这就是最大的勇气和鼓励。。
我的手也等你来牵。。给你机会再追多我一次 XP
黄宏捷,我也爱你!!!
致给我心目中的大傻瓜 <3

Sunday, August 21, 2011

something to tell ...

女生常常会不自觉的沉默。。
或许就是别人所说的多愁善感吧。。
有些时候,明明很多话想说。。但最后还是没有说出口
有些时候,会莫名其妙的伤感起来。。但却说不出原因
有些时候,我会对未来感到害怕(我和他的未来),我们不知道将来的路究竟是怎样的。。还好他也是基督徒
有些时候,我会感到很烦,只想有一个人能静静的呆在我的身边。。
太多啦。。不写了
我心里有千言万语想要对你说。。忽然之间有千百种感觉在心里。。有时候真的会很怕。。但却没说出口。。或许只需一个紧紧地拥抱。。抱着你什么也不想。。这样就已经足够了。。这是最好的安慰吧


我不知道从几时开始。。就会被你的一切事情而牵引着我的情绪。。
关于你的都会很在乎。。很在意
有时候其实不是在意你所说的。。而是在意那些你没有说的。。
我想这一次真的爱上了一个人吧。。
也许我的任性有时候会伤害了你。。或者令你担心吧
对不起。。也谢谢你温柔的提醒。。
谢谢你,我真的爱你 。。无论遇到什么事情都好。。请你相信我 <3

Sunday, June 5, 2011

I love you...

Although we still single and are not in a relationship yet..but we know that we care about each other...we love each other..
i will remember what did u said and ur promises to me ^^..i on my facebook just now n saw what u wrote...i know what's ur feeling ..i can understand...sometimes i will feel it too..but we need to trust in each other...trust in our father God..he loves us so much...n keep reminding me not to afraid...
i saw some photos just now...they remind me of you...so i decided to write my blog again :)
Here are those photos that i saw ^^


ya...that's cool :)
i like to watch sunrise n sunset...i think u like to watch also...especially i wanna watch with u ...
we still waiting for the chance that we can travel together ...especially go to some beautiful beaches...n watch sunrise n sunset...waiting for u :)
Love is not a small thing,but like an ocean of sea XD





That's ur first promise to me...
U told me not to afraid...u told me that if i want to wait for u...u will hold my hands until 64 years later...u will love me until i dont love u..
YES,I DO :) i will wait for u and never think that i dont love u...i love u but sometimes that's hard to express :)
U are my first love...i wish u to be my forever love too...i want u to be the one and only...u know?
ya..i wish u can hold my hands n accompany me until i become an old women..
until i become grandmother :) hope our love can last forever ^^
Forever lasting love just like the photos above ...the couple above :)
I trust in you ...



Ahah!!! our first date ( Broga Hill ) hahaha...bad luck ^^ but nvm la...our memory also...at least we had fun walking around gua =..='''
we didnt go to broga hill but im sure we have chance to go there again...
just wait for the chance baa...this picture reminds me of broga hill n u..hahaha XD
ya..broga hill is a nice place...have nice view but need to climb until its top :)
Easy for u but Hard for me ^^ a person who lazy to do exercise :P
hahaha...too many place wanna go with u...just like sweetdreams ^^
Just wait x)



I really like this photo...love this photo ^^ the first photo that we took with each other...



hehehe...i just found out that we dont hv many photos...just a few only..take with u next time XD
I want to tell u that not to afraid anymore...dun think too much..
Dont afraid..dont give up ...Love is never losing faith n Never giving up :)
just cherish ..okay?
that's the reason i write my blog today...
"Wherever u go,whatever u do...i will be right here waiting for u"
u are what i want :)
that's so sweet to wait for ur love one...give me 2 years ( erm...actually just left one n a half year ) ..hehehe...that's all i want to write here :)
I will never let u go...[你惨了。。被我捉住了] XD
Hope that u can get the messgae that i want to tell u ...just for you,my love ^^

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Hehehe..about me :)



i went to KLIA in this early morning...for accompanying my eldest brother..
i was stucked in that place...i brought a laptop there..thinking that i can use it to online or write my blog...but that's too bad...dunno what happened cannot connected to facebook n others website also...except the KLIA website =..=''
i was bored n that seemed like nothing else to do ...so i took photos XD
this is one of them X) and i took my breakfast at KFC ^^



after that...still need to wait for hours...so i moved from KFC to Mcdonald's to enjoy my beloved Oreo Mc Flurry ^^ took photo again :)
after that..went to choose present for someone ..hehehe X)
after my bro left...we came back home...after lunch..imma staring at my computer n writing my blog now ...





Thank you <3...
they are the first prensent that u bought for me...i like them so much...i was enjoyed spending the time for choosing them with u XD
The first present from my first Love ~
i will cherish them...bcuz they will be our nice memories forever :)
if u see my photos clearly...that i was wearing it too..whenever i see them...they will remind me of you ^^

The Message from God ...


See? my necklace with a cross :) like it ^^
yesterday ...my father God sent me a message again...touched again...cried for a while...
when i prayed yesterday...i saw some pictures in my mind..i was hugging an indian baby..if not wrong...he/she is an indian baby...no hairs...i hug him n kiss him..and i cried..so "xam tong" ..maybe he is an orphan..im not sure...
after that...i saw i play with many many children...maybe they are orphans too...maybe i was in an orphanage...i just remembered their smile...so pure..so kind
i saw i hug them tightly ...play with them...sing with them..sitting in a field..
i saw that when the moment that i wanna leave them..i hug some of them n kiss them n some of them come close to me n hug me tightly also....it was so hurt when i saw this image...
they keep saying goodbye...i saw that i cant control anymore and keep crying the moment i leave .....
I dont know what does Jesus want to tell me...maybe this is the message from God...he wants me to do something for it..those feeling n images will appear in my mind sometimes since yesterday's night ...
Anyway...i just feel that i want to love those children...care about them
i really wish that someone can accompany me to visit an orphanage n just help them ...touch them by our love :)
after the prayer meeting...i had a chat with my leader..Constance...well she told me something also ...
每个人都有不同的恩赐。。上帝会启示我们做不同的东西。。在不同的领域。。而我的恩赐可能是关于小孩的吧。。。我现在的负担是对于那些被拒绝的小孩。。或是对于孤儿吧。。无论如何,我也想用我的爱去感动那些孩子。。我相信这也是上帝所喜悦的事情 ^^

Friday, June 3, 2011


Finally...i create a new blog again ><
See? my skin colour was brighter...so dark now...dunno when can return to the past O.O ??
never mind la...just wait :)
imma a sixteen-year-old girl now..happened so many things in this year...maybe i will share them in this blog soon ^^
this year is a beautiful year n the year that full of blessings...thanks God ><
sometimes when i pray...look back to my old life...it was just like rubbish...a sinful life...but now..i hv a new life...a brand new start...thx God again
Looking back...i has changed a lot..thanks for giving me such chance..my Lord ..ur love is amazing...i love u my Lord <3
and it doesnt matter what did they say...im still proud to be a christian XD